
February 21st, 2007: I can’t wait for March.
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I hope every had a grand Valentine’s day, even if you spent it with yourself (not by yourself, that’s depressing.) That’s what I got from Joel. The teddy bear sings and bobs his head.
An update has been a long time coming, but my heart just wasn’t in it. I guess we all just go through phases where updating isn’t in the equation.
Life has been…wierd. Funny. Sad. But mostly wierd. This month I have been tested by alot of things and still managed to come above it, and though March could be worse for me than February, I think I’ve emotionally and physically been though enough for this month. I could go into detail, but I’ll make things brief:
- I’ve obtained some source of income, which has whirlwinded me into growing up in ways I hadn’t thought about.
- I found out I had a brother. And through non other than myspace.
- I’ve gone through my shopping spree phase and I’m SO over it.
- I’ve found myself preparing for the day one of my best friends comes back to NY (watch out!)
- I’ve been in a war with the winter cold, the closer I get to spring the better I’ll feel. (my throat is beyond sore, and my head is killing me)
- One of my sister’s friends contacted me through this very site, and I appreciate her contacting me even after all this time.
And there’s more. It’s a little overwhelming, but as with alot of things in life, we manage.
I was tagged by the buffalo rider, so here we go:
-Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
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Every spring (specifically the first month), I start the day by sneezing 4-6 times. Only the first month, only in the morning.
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When I was 7 I was helping my mom with some cleaning and found some toys she’d gotten from somewhere and put away for us - she let me keep it. I spent the next 3 years rummaging through her stuff trying to find more toys.
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I can move one eye independant of the other - like a chameleon. But I cut that out because it gave me headaches.
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When I was younger I was allergic to milk, apple jollyranchers, hawaiian punch, tomato sauce, yellow rice, red and green apples and fig newtons.
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I can tell if you’re cutting an onion from 3-4 rooms away
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I can’t keep a plant alive. At all.
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I have a fear of choking or people choking around me.
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I spin around in my desk chair when i laugh.
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I can’t upkeep a paper diary (unless it’s poetry)
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Alot of times when people I’m speaking to try to reference to a movie I have no idea what they’re talking about.
tagged: Shereena, Licia, Bonnie, Brandy, Keng, Caitlin, and Irina
Ok, I’m out of here. Oh, everyone go joing xxxmb. 
Thank You: Tara Irene Shannon Aurelia ♥Sweets Helen Kay princessdominique Licia silver

February 10th, 2007: Carbivores Unite!
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Apparently I’m losing weight.
I smile and accept the compliments, knowing good and well that I’ve been stuffing my face with junk, namely poptarts and twix. Now of course, when I am trying to drop a couple of pounds my weight won’t budge. 
But no longer. I’ve been attempting to eat healthy this past week or so. It’s been working out pretty good. Except. An empty calorie, sweet, sugary, delicious carb is my mistress. I indulged in a few a box of chocolate chip cookies, and yes, I felt guilty. Last night, Joel made steamed fish and rice and it was good. And it’s not like ‘oh my god I would never eat that!‘ but it’s been a long long time. So yeah.
I’m still a little sick or I would have started working out already. I stopped last time because I got sick and lost motivation but since I’ve always stuck to it better when I had a partner: Tony, Joel and Maria will be joining me on this quest. Wish us luck.
I’ve been saving my money/managing my finances more too. We’ve given up on Joel’s grandparents giving him back his car (they need it for his grand dad still, I think) so we’re just going to get our own. I especially want it because my mom is so tired of that special transport bus that she takes because her disability. They treat people like shit because they know they can’t really do better. Hopefully she won’t have to deal with that crap anymore.
Oh. It looks like my girls Tiff, Julie and I are having a birthday party.
For the June birthdays. So I’ve

